A Little Confused

Last night I went over to Awesome’s house to watch a movie. This in itself is not that surprising as I often go over there to watch movies or play video games or watch him feed his snakes … but I digress. We watched the sci-fi movie and I struggled to stay awake – apparently the sub I had for dinner had strong sedative effects. After the movie was over he sat up looked at me then wrapped me in arms and said “How you doin there sleepy?” “Sleepy” I replied and then fell asleep on his chest with his arms wrapped around me for a little bit.

We didn’t say anything for about 30 minutes I just drifted in and out of consciousness as he caressed my back and ran his fingers through my hair. “Whatcha doin?” I asked at some point, feeling a bit confused by the whole thing because we never snuggle. “Nothin, can’t a guy be nice to his friend?” “Of course you can. It’s nice.” I replied and nuzzled back in for a few minutes. “I should get you home” he said in a really soft voice. “Yeah, probably. I guess that means I have to move doesn’t it?” He gently rolled me on to my back looked me in the eye and then kissed me on the lips and said “Kinda.”

Then he drove me home, I thanked him for the ride and said I will talk to you tomorrow.

What is with all the boys in my life right now? Is there something in the air? I am not complaining … just a little confused.

The Single Girl