Thinking about the End

So that is the title I wrote this morning and have been staring at most of the day. The subject is that the SSM is leaving in two weeks and I am really not sure what to do, say or in the case of this blog, write.

There are lots of things I could do, say or write, but each time I try I feel a bit paralyzed. I wish I had an overheard to give you or a cute little story about something else I have seen or done but I have been enjoying some time alone for the past few days so all I have are my thoughts about the SSM and what is going to happen now. These thoughts though, do not seem to flow in the written word.

He (the SSM) says as a girl I talk ,think and reason in circles and I am realizing how true that is as I try to write about my thoughts and feelings. It makes sense in my head, but as they hit the page they become a moving target that I can not hit.

Please bear with me. I will figure out how to tell this evolving story as I have countless others to all you anonymous readers and friends. What I really hope though, is that I can find a way to talk him.

More soon.

The slightly cirlcular – Single Girl