Less Awesome then one might have thought

So the Awesome count was pretty low on all fronts last night. I have to admit that I didn’t really notice if he said Awesome at all actually while we were out. I was too busy for the first 20 minutes looking and him and thinking, wow you really are an extremely hot man … and you are so nasty and full of hate for no reason which makes you extremely unattractive. When I finally stopped going back and forth like that in my head for 20 minutes I settled in and started listening for “awesome” but none ever came.

We had two drinks and then he walked me part way home, gave me a hug and said we should do lunch soon. I don’t actually think it will happen and really I don’t much care.

Closure I believe that is called. Man is it ever nice.

The Ever Zen Single Girl

Ps. Both parents are at home now. All is under control, it is all becoming Zen.