The stupid things we do ….
I honesty don’t know what came over me today faithful readers. For reasons not entirely known to me I found myself at the blog of an ex-boyfriend. How do I know about this blog you ask … well the internet, specifically google, is an amazing and dangerous tool. The Company Bitch claims that Myspace is the place to follow people you want to keep tabs on but I am a little too old (as are my friends) for Myspace so I depend on trusty old Google.
This isn’t the first time I have gone to his site, but tonight I think I was fueled by the apparent rejection from Awesome and felt some strange need to visit the past and examine my patterns. What pattern would that be you ask? Being attracted to independent, emotionally distant, blue eyed men. The really stupid part is I don’t actually like Awesome that much, but as GB put it, no one likes to be rejected … but I am getting of track.
It appears that Mr. Ex is back on the single scene again – relax people, the LAST thing in the world I want to do is reunite with that soul sucking man (see the emotionally distant above and add arrogant, stubborn and at times cruel.) Call me petty all you want but it feels satisfying to know that he isn’t wildly successful and enjoying a fulfilling life that includes a loving relationship.
Truly I don’t wish him any really harm but… come on … all of you have felt a twinge of happiness when you are living well and your ex isn’t. You know the old saying … the best revenge is living well. And today I feel like I am living well … Now that is petty but oh so satisfying.
The Single Girl
1 comment:
Oh man. Googled and read. Was surprised (but not necessarily THAT surprised) at exactly how pathetic it was. I guess I was expecting something irritating but with more panache, you know, with some degree of literary performance and less tabulating and lack of uploading skill.
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