The height of Neurosis

I had resolved myself to spending the next two weeks of my life obsessing about why things had ended with Mr. Awesome. At the end of the two weeks I would go on a bad date, or get drunk and kiss a boy at a bar and get over everything and chalk it all up to a good story … Ah remember when I dated a boy 7 years younger than me, yeah that was great … Well that would have been all fine and good until I got an email from him this evening.

I haven’t responded yet but the email was an apology and an invite to his Christmas party the first weekend in December, in the mountains, for two days. I don’t know what to think anymore. I am taking out the comments for this post because … well I think I know what most of you think about the whole thing and what I should do ... but odds are I will end up responding and picking up the dating where it left off so you can all yell at your computers … now.

Truth be told … I actually like him and I haven’t been able to stop thinking bout him all week. It has been driving me crazy that I keep thinking about him and this morning I was dreaming about him. If he hadn’t emailed today I would have quietly obsessed to myself- as I do in these situations - but now I need an outlet so if you think I am being a girl, neurotic or just plain stupid then stop reading because ...well ... this is my blog not yours.

Anyway I think I am feeling better now having writen this and yelled to the gods and my roommates, but I will continue to write about the ongoing saga with Awesome, so consider yourself warned.

Ah the joys of dating. I hope this makes all you marrieds and nearly marrieds feel happy that you are no longer on the single scene. Happy to help. At least this drama keeps me away from the Ex boyfriends blog, past lovers or bad dance bars. One must always find the silver lining ...

The Single Girl